The Blind Man of Bethsaida

The Blind Man of Bethsaida

Last night as I was praying, Jesus appeared before me and said , come!
And in an instant we were in Heaven, we began talking about many things, and I asked him why is it that many people don't believe the things I tell them, about you.


At that moment all he did was smile, so I smiled also, then He ask me did I notice any thing about myself sense I came with him to Heaven?

I said to my self, well I notice that I am in Heaven with him, then I said yes, we're in Heaven and I am with you, Jesus said while he smiled, that's not what I meant,

He asked me what did I notice about my self, so I thought about it, and when I looked up at his Face I noticed that all the time we were talking that he did not blink his eyes, and I remembered that neither did I.

So I said to him OH! in Heaven we don't blink our eyes, Jesus smiled again and said to me.

Now that you know this, your eyes are Eternally open, and their eyes are not, that's why they don't believe, and at this saying I was back in my bed, and I began to thank and Praise him, you see I understood that my eyes also, was once closed, and this is what he meant when he healed the Blind Man of Bethsaida.

The Knowledge of Astrology

the knowledge of Astrology


When the rulers of this world discussed their desire to keep mankind in darkness, I was there, I became as one of them and heard of their boasting, they said among themselves in secrete,


" Let us not give knowledge to man of travel for they may become as we are, let them not know of the stars, less they may travel them and bring war to our home "


" let this be the decree " and this was agreed among their elders, so they, their chiefs, sent their deceivers with the delusion of travel, humans was given the knowledge of cars and of trucks this was the knowledge of earthly travel this was done to keep humans grounded to this earth, never to know true travelling.


Then to humans they gave the knowledge of Astrology that they, humans may stay grounded, always looking up to the stars never to know their true celestial bodies of which they, the rulers call their heavens.


This the rulers sought out to deceive mankind, but it was them who was deceived, for when they gave humans the knowledge to travel from city to city and state to state, this allowed mankind to travel from mystery to mystery and realm to realm.

The knowledge of travel came to be because of mankind for travel belongs to, mankind, and the realms came to be because of the mysteries for the realms exist within the mysteries.


Understand this mystery where ever Sige is mankind can go, for Sige came first, and all beings and rulers, and kingdoms and worlds and their heavens, exist within the mystery of Sige, Sige gives life and knowledge to all.


Another mystery I give the rulers created humans to mirror mankind, and the humans are the bodies that mankind dwell in, this is the prisons to which mankind are held in, and it is death that is sent to free mankind from the prison of human, this is what is meant by the saying of " the enslavement of mankind by the rulers of this world " soon mankind will no longer have need of death to free them " Christ " has brought " Life " of mankind back to them, this life, was and did belong to mankind in the beginning before all things came into existence, all, things, brothers and sisters learn of this life which is your inheritance, then the door to your prison will open of it's own, life is superior to death and that life is yours.

Humanity is the name that is given when spirit life gives life to the human body, we are not a body but spirit life encased in a human form, the body is hewned, then later called " hu-man ". Do you get it?

Spiritual Gifts and Realm Travel

The Giants are Coming Genesis 6:4

The Giants are Coming, The Giants are Coming:

Genesis 6:4 ►........... King James Version

There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.

Brothers, it was said that in those days that faints walked the face of this earth, but I say into you, that not only are they coming, but we are here.

The Spirit of our Father who is the Great Virginal Spirit is upon this earth and that spirit has come into his sons and daughters, and as a seed planted into the earth so has he planted his spirit in us, and that spirit has transformed us into giants upon the face of this earth.

Hidden Gnosis:

Brothers, understand gnosis that you will see, that which is not seen, hear what is not said, and understand that which is not known.

When it was written that in those days, there were giants on the earth, the writer of this text did not know our father who is the preexisting Virginal Spirit that speaks of that which preexisted, and it was he who moved upon him to write the text.

Brothers seeing that our father preexisted before all things and is infinitely eternal, when he speaks to us he speaks by means of his preexisting eternal voice which is the Great Sige who is our mother.

It was she that moved upon Moses to write of us who are the true giants upon this earth, though there was giants back then, they were merely of flesh and blood serving as a foreshadow of that which is to come, and that my brothers are we.

Understand what is within you my brothers, that eternal preexisting spirit of our father that has made you an preexisting eternal giants among mortal men, yes, again, the giants are coming and those giants are us.

Those giants did not know where they come from, nor did they know where they we're going, but it is not so with us we know that where we come from is where we are going.

Three Forms of First Thought (Trimorphic Protennoia)
The voice of our Mother:

I descended to the midst of the underworld, and I shone down upon the darkness. It is I who poured forth the water. It is I who am hidden within radiant waters. I am the one who gradually put forth the All by my Thought. It is I who am laden with the Voice. It is through me that Gnosis comes forth. I dwell in the ineffable and unknowable ones. I am perception and knowledge, uttering a Voice by means of thought. I am the real Voice. I cry out in everyone, and they recognize it (the voice), since a seed indwells them. I am the Thought of the Father, and through me proceeded the Voice, that is, the knowledge of the everlasting things. I exist as Thought for the All -- being joined to the unknowable and incomprehensible Thought -- I revealed myself -- yes, I -- among all those who recognize me. For it is I who am joined with everyone by virtue of the hidden Thought and an exalted <Voice>, even a Voice from the invisible Thought. And it is immeasurable, since it dwells in the Immeasurable One. It is a mystery; it is unrestrainable by the Incomprehensible One. It is invisible to all those who are visible in the All. It is a Light dwelling in Light.


Your mother is coming and she shall make you giants in Gnosis, while those who know not our father, shall no longer know you.

Clint Eastwood: Go ahead, make my day

Clint Eastwood: Go ahead, make my day

A man who builds a house without first counting the cost finds that he cannot follow through with what he set out to do.

He leaves the house unfinished because he cannot pay what is required.


Let him who has an ear hear.

We must count the cost of being a disciple and there is a cost.

We must be willing to give up everything to enter the way with Jesus and come into the Father's presence.

Even if our family members disown us or worse the world for being Christians, we must follow the Lord, our very soul within depends on hearing his voice, turning to him and going the way.

No one knew.

And many are called in this final hour to let go of the right in this world the millstone of life, and to turn to Jesus Christ and ask him on purpose to awaken.

Few are chosen. Everyone likes the idea of being chosen yet only a few will enter the narrow way leading to life.

This isn't a fools game or a guru's way the way with Jesus is the ONLY way.

Truly, one must have wisdom that comes from above to understand the Lord's love.

Soul in man has a mission to go the way with Jesus before death takes freewill. Freewill is wisdom given to you through the saviour to enter the way without guilt or shame.

You choose:

A. Stay in the world, imagine you're spiritually in tune, think the guru way, read your books and wait for death and hope you end up in a good place.

B. Turn to Jesus, he's on your left side drawing you - to let go of the world while you remain within by asking the Lord to awaken and listen to hear his voice.



A person would have to be dead not to understand.

I could tell a little child about Jesus and how it is we go the way and he'd be able to hear him - I am the Mother of the living, and the name I received came from within me, through a white stone caught with a left hand.

You'd have to be utterly dead inside to not hear something you've never heard before.

Clint Eastwood: Go ahead, make my day

In My Fathers Tongue

In My Fathers Tongue:

Brothers, I appeal to you; and yet, not only you; but the whole world.

His Tongue:

When our Lord, The Christ was on this world, it was the Language of this world he gave those who questioned him, but with the tongue of his Father, he spoke to those that knew him.

The Key:

Matthew 13:11 ► Berean Literal Bible
"And answering He said to them, "Because it has been granted to you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of the heavens, but to them it has not been granted".

When our Lord said this, few understood exactly what was spoken by him, let me give you this.

Brothers, we speak English; Spanish, and French; are spoken by those that are from Spain and France, so when they speak to us their conversation is hidden from us, but those from their country, it is not hidden; though it is spoken openly before us.
Again Brothers, we are from the very same Country, and Kingdom of Christ, Open your ears and truly hear the Language of your Father.

Open your Ears:
Brothers, what our Lord shared with me, I share with you.
"And when I said these things, the Savior said, "I have told you that these (people) are blind and deaf. Now then, listen to the things which they are telling you in a mystery, and guard them, Do not tell them to the sons of this age. For they shall blaspheme you in these ages since they are ignorant of you, but they will praise you in knowledge."
Now, deep with-in that which they teach; but really is a mere shadow of that which Pre-existed, they call it " The Word of God " the true Voice of our Father is hidden with-in.

Omni Present:
When they open their mouth's and speak, we; the children of the Kingdom of the Pre-Existing One, we hear the voice of our Father, for even though them he speaks, He, Our Father; is even present with-in them, so; while they proclaim their truth, like a foreign language the voice of our father is hidden to them, with-in their words.
For even the words of our Father is ever present, even with-in the words of our enemy.

In this world, it has it's own words, if I spoke to you with words of the Kingdom of my Father you would comprehend.

I am Gnostic; not to say that I am the only one, but I have many Brothers, they understand what I am saying, I am speaking to them.

When ever has Darkness looked down on pure unadulterated Light, and told the light from where it came and on which occasion ever did Error come down to Perfection and advise it of it's mistakes, and again I ask when ever did Evil come down to Good and given it that which it Lacks? Please tell Me.

Darkness says a lot, not knowing it's ignorance of the use of words, but the Light is pure Mind and Thought, words are useless to describe it!!

I AM GNOSTIC!

A God is not the same as the preexisting one!
I Have "Seen" Him.

thank God

To those of you that have ears, hear then what I say to you


Blessed is the woman that has made her outer like her inner, for she has come to know herself and shall rule over many,

If you are lesser than a king, then know that, it is nothing, but if you become a son, then you shall rule over many kings.

Blessed are you who have renounced this world, for you have saved yourselves escaping the punishment of the rulers of this world.

Do not think that the name God, is important, for there are many gods and you shall bare the burden of choice, of which you shall serve, know that if an earthly father adores the relationship he has with his son and daughter, and does not require worship from either, then how much greater is the eternal Father who ask for even less.

Blessed is the man that has never seen the Savior, for when he does see him that man shall know him in his true form, some say that the holy spirit came upon Mary and she beget Christ, know that they are wrong, the holy spirit is first male and stand as female principal for all life came from the womb of the female principal, this is the mystery of the father separating himself from himself, this female principle is called Sige, this is why Christ said that he was the son of " Man " if he was to speak of the Father, then he would have simply said "The Father".

If any say to you "thank God" then they do not know the father and has no relationship with Sige, knowing not who Christ is, such a one is freshly and born of this world, but you my brethren are begotten of the father and came to this world, and shall return to the father from whom you first came, but those of this world shall parish in their knowledge of who the father is.

Again I say to you who have ears, hear what I am speaking to you.

I am an eternal infinite ineffable thought

I am an eternal infinite ineffable thought"

Today I saw my father within me, yet I am, I am within his ineffable being.


My brothers and sisters hear me from the within that you may comprehend what is the without.


Know that no form has lived for one day, but as a tiny spark from an amber your form shall live even less, take for yourselves this ineffable thought, if the gods haven't lived for a day, then how can they comprehend what is eternal, when they haven't grasp hold of a moment in eternity.


Take for yourselves eternal life, and as a seed plant it in the soil of ineffability, then in season the ineffable life of our father will be yours to reap.


Again I say to you immortality is as nothing, and eternity is but your birth sack, so many of you have not lived, having not reached your embryonic stage, not truly knowing who is it that carries you in their womb.


I come to you with that which is indescribably indefinable, longing for you come to birth as an an inexpressible incomprehensible manifestation of an ineffable thought of our father, in a human form.


Tell me my brothers and sisters, what man and woman has ever conceived such a life and placed it in a human form, I know not one!


Yet many have taken upon them selves the ineffable name of father and mother, they do this in error understanding not even understanding the gods of creation, and like the gods of creation, even they are in error of who has given them life.


I speak to you of ineffable things, I am called the good son!

Children in the back Yard

Children in the back Yard:

There was a Carpenter who was a Master in his Trade, and this Carpenter had many Son's and Daughter's.

One morning this Carpenter was looking at some plans He had Drawn up, seeing that the Children was inside with him, he looked to the Eldest Son and said, Send the Children out side, and if some does not want to go, then persuaded them to do so.

Another Son decided to follow His Elder Brother, for the Elder Brother had said to him Follow Me I have something to show you, but not your Sister's and Brothers at this moment, but at a time to come.
And so it was He, the Eldest Son had sent the Children out to the back yard, and those who refused he persuade to go.

And the One that was to follow him, came back in the house with Him, and was taken to other places and parts of their Father's House that none of the other Son's and Daughter's had ever seen but was only told about, it was at this time that the two Brother's heard the voice of their Father saying to them "come", as they came into the presents of their Father He told them: your brothers and Sisters are in the Back Yard talking among themselves, Wash Them and ready them for the Feast.

The two brothers went outside to the back yard first the Elder Brother then the younger.

In the Back Yard the brothers found their sisters and Brothers talking to Strange Beast and Creatures, of all sorts and of all kinds.

The Elder Son asked the children what were they talking about, the children explained that the creatures was telling them that they knew our Father and of the mighty things he has done, and of the things we all can do with their help.

The Elder Brother then said, these Creatures have no knowledge of your Father, and when have you ever seen these beings in your Father's House?

The Children replied "never" the Elder then said to the creatures "Be gone away from my Father's dwellings for this place is not fitting for you, Be Gone" and with this command they left without saying a word.

The Eldest Brother said to the children "Go cleans yourselves for your clothes have been tarnished with mud, you have soiled yourselves with useless matter.

The Eldest son said to the son that followed after him " though you have not soiled yourself as they have, Go wash, and ready yourself, that your Brother's and Sister's may see you and your obedience.

M.A.R.S

Ego always try to say, "I am better than you", " I am holier than you". In ancient days they had a system to not let the ego go beyond a particular limit.

Intellect is the tool of consciousness accumulating knowledge in this world. Intellect helps ego with advice and information but final decisions comes from ego.

Ego can say, "I like it" and intellect may disapprove; ego may decide, "Okay, I don't believe this is right, but I don't want to follow all these rules and regulations, I'll break the law".

If intellect is too dominating, then information in books is considered more important than experience.

When ego is the king in the body, intellect is the prime-minister and mind is the public relation officer, roaming here and there, making contacts, gathering information.

Most of the time only mind is dominate, yet sometimes ego is very dominant and Intellect is only in the beginning, when you start, it comes and tries to show you how to go.

Mostly it's the mind which takes the lead.

Wisdom is holy in Spirit having receive the light of Christ through soul, the three are not from this realm.

However ego, intellect and self are copy cats of the true light of the Father, this is why there is some confusion as to what's going on. We need to choose who we believe. Do you believe Jesus or not? It's a simple yes or no. No one is forced to turn to him, only those who are drawn by the Father turn to him. Those who say they know the Father without him, that's okay, leave these to do their journey.

We are going to go through an awakening.

Self likes to enjoy the drama of life because of the unfolding desires of ego in combination of self, intellect, ego and in the mind there is a constant repeat over and over again.

The ultimate desire is to merge with god, yet these three from the world cannot attain wisdom from God, for they belong here in the flesh, and flesh profits nothing, destined to die. The spirit keeping life alive comes out of man, and is separate from soul, soul goes to a place of judgement to remember, and the spirit is sent back into organic life.

Those who seek reincarnation as eternal life are destined to die over and over again, return as a tree or a bug, or a rock, they fail to understand soul is the pearl of great price and Jesus saves souls from man's ignorant darkness, this is the sin, the flesh he is in kept alive by the instinctual spirit.

Those who seek Christ consciousness will dissolve into the cosmic consciousness as one and will not have a name, or a glorified body of light. You have free will now to choose correctly.

Souls purpose is to unite as one with the Father through the Son and Lord Jesus is the ONLY way into the kingdom of heaven while we walk in the spirit in the kingdom of God.

Lord Jesus is not from this realm, he's not in oraganic life, he's in a glorified body of light born of water and the spirit.

Many are in error.

This world is not as it seems and many are the season repeating as a fiddle unfolds. Time is in the mind of man, transformation is within the soul. How the mind is renew a Chris is through Christ who is the light and Jesus is the ONLY way.

The curtain has been rent in two. No more lies and no more secrets.

Souls purpose is awakening within before death of this organic vessel we are in. See the light of Christ, know the truth and be set free from the lie, go the way with Jesus, learning how to walk straight in the spirit a left and right glide within the mind while we remain in the flesh, continuing in service, not missing a heart beat.

Nice and easy or the mind will end up way out in left field and become lost, tripping on itself thinking it's the true saviour and there is only one, Lord Jesus Christ.

Even now those who call on the name of the Lord, will be saved.

Pride and ego belong to the psyche of the flesh, we are more than flesh and blood we are the true children of the living God, we have a Father in heaven and Jesus is the way.

You have free will to choose correctly.

Little children don't come into the light with the ego or intellect, we enter in as a innocent little child with Jesus and we learn by hearing we ask, seek and find.

Wisdom is our Mother, she gives us understanding. Find her, you find life.

9 months and 100 days it takes to come out of darkness and into the light. I remember everything.

As Christ's alone we are not superstitious or from M.A.R.S. Martyrs/Activist/Robin-hoods/Superman; We are Christ's alone and we walk the law of the land in peace and love and we do not harm any, not even ourselves, as we continue in service here in the world.

Jesus and the cord John 2:15

Jesus and the cord"......... John 2:15 ►............ Berean Study Bible

So He made a whip out of cords and drove all from the temple courts, both sheep and cattle. He poured out the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables.


To those that have ears, what is the solution to this Mystery.


What is the Temple courts,
What are the Sheep and Cattle,
And Who are the Money Changers?


My Father told me today that this world is full of fakes, phonies and copies;
and yet the real thing is in it!
So i ask him how can this be?
Then he asked me, which part of me is like him?

I said my soul and spirit,
Good! he said that is which is real, it also is pure and perfect, as I Am Pure, Perfect and I am Real, and yet i placed that which is pure and perfect and real, inside that is phony,a copy and that what is a fake!

Your body is an imperfect image of your soul and spirit, it is a copy of that which is real,it your body is a fake impression of the eternal spiritual being you are, you are real but that which is around you is phony!

We enter the kingdom within

We enter the kingdom within

We enter the kingdom within changed into a little child; awakened soul comes out of the throne room able to walk, weaned from the milk, goes to the meat.

The path is made straight with the light. Along the way there are pools of water on the left side; the waters are drawing, they are the knowledge of man. On the right is the rule. To go the way is a left and right glide within the mind; this is walking in the spirit while we remain in the flesh.

A pendulum swings back and forth along the way holding back the race of time. No man is able to go the way without the Lord Jesus. The way I'm writing is the way with the Lord Jesus. I entered in by turning to him on purpose. He who loves hears me, the mockers will not hear for this is foolishness to their ears.

Christ, who is one with the Father is first thought

Christ, who is one with the Father is first thought

Christ, who is one with the Father is first thought, forethought, everlasting life, truth and indestructibility.

Through him Wisdom came into being who is She, as a sister to him and she only had thoughts of the Father wanting to be like him and through her free will her thought brought forth the premature and in this came forth guilt and shame and this was the fall of man who came into being through creation, here on earth.

Man was created to be the womb for the soul, and soul is the seed of our Father who is Christ and Jesus is the Christ who is the first and last and nothing happens by accident. We're here to be born again, of water and the spirit, this world is not our permanent home, and we do this before death of this organic body.

How?

By turning to Lord Jesus on purpose and ask him to awaken us and by going the way we come into the Father's presence. All minds are male in essence called Sons and all Sons who go the way with Jesus have their minds renewed a Christ with him & only then is soul able to transform into the body of Christ, the bride.

We're the Children.

This is a story unfolding. (Romans 11:17-18) Now if some branches have been broken off, and you, a wild olive shoot, have been grafted in among the others to share in the nourishment of the olive root, do not boast over those branches. If you do, remember this: You do not support the root, but the root supports you.